Life has recently been a swing of emotions for me. Much like a Bi Polar I've had extreme lows and extreme highs. From depressive slumps to ecstatic feelings. It's annoying because most of the time I cannot identify why. I don't think its a chemical imbalance, but of course I am only guessing.
Is it selfish feeling low at times when others suffer with starvation and genocide? Yeah, it kinda is but that doesn't really matter. One's needs are more valid than anything else. How can one help others when their own life is unstable? Also it would be downright impossible to try and help others dire needs when so many suffer, it is unfeasible.
A few weeks ago I had a dream wherein I felt loved by a female companion(beyond sexual folks, ain't that damn funny?) And after I woke up I felt empty, yet at the same time I felt refreshed as if a goal that I was searching for but could not identify was revealed to me. Perhaps the most valuable thing in my life would be to have a relationship with someone that was beyond sexual. Of course there ain't nothing wrong with getting some.
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